you moved so far away from me your smile is not shining for me anymore signals and words don`t reach my heart your reaming behind shadows right next to my face I`m tumbling down, I don`t know anything I`m feeling numb, I just feel numb my body immerses into emptiness but there is a light, a warm mood in the air that shows me surrender is not the way I believe in anything, do you believe in nothing there is still fervency in my heart trying to melt your icy face and every drop is a kiss of goodbye evaporating on my embers I feel numb I want to see your smile again uncover the mask you hide behind
No Control
you slip right through my hands no control, no goddam control it hurts so much to let you go to see your back leaving the room I want to comfort you but you push me away I want to kiss you but you took your back on me leaving me face to face with an empty shell no control, no fucking control why can`t I wake up with you tomorrow, everyday you`re the blood that runs through my veins, my veins
Day
remember this day because it is life the life of all lives in its small being lies all reality and truth of life the pleasure of being awake the greatness of reactions the magnificence of power cause yesterday is nothing but a dream tomorrow is a vision today changes every yesterday into a dream filled with luck and every morning into a vision of hope and faith
Color Me Grey
color me grey and paint all over my hopes and dreams cut me down to yours because one size fits all your expectations, your traditions this time I have to let you down and I pray to the lord to give me strength enough to keep this flame alive and even if the rain pours down on us to keep these embers in my heart
Karmic Disaster
dark clouds on the horizon the wind carries a breeze of death these days a stench of gasoline and burning flesh pollutes the air again they pay for our mistakes while you sit there and count the money we have lost raining ashes on a blackened sky hell on earth karmic disaster
Weapon (Part #1)
burning the white flag a declaration of war to self-pity digging a grave to bury the loser within myself and another one to bury all those little impossibilities that paint life grey I focus my eyes on tomorrow and embrace the victory that is still a thousand miles away I carry a torch that burns every distance and hope is a weapon
System`s Error
release the clouds to darken my sky and turn its blue into threatening grey each single drop is a slap in my face and you let it rain a million drops each day never tired to criticize trying to make me a mirror image of your life holding my values in contempt but still you expect me to smile you want me to burn as your fuel but I`d rather be the sugar in your tank I am your system`s error forever sworn to rebellion
Enter The Dragon
emptiness is overcoming me, I`m trying to divert myself why have you left me, why? you`ve been struggeling for all the years but now your absence is destroying me I was always there for you justifying all the mistakes you did no-one believed in you anymore the only way was to escape from this hell you`re always by my side no matter what tomorrow brings always by my side I hope you`re doing better now thinking about everything we shared I know I`ll find a better way in my heart you`ll forever stay (to A.Z. , R.I.P.)
In Hope`s Embrace
once leaves fell off the trees the heart rips into pieces bloodstaines mark the place and all hope is lost catch me when I fall strenghten me when I’m down embrace me when I’m weak kiss me just to make me smile until I saw your smile taken my heart with wings breazing through the air like leaves in summer
Freedom
once they laughted, then they wondered tomorrow they`ll look up to me ten years later they`ll be broken I will not `cause I am free
Mini CD
Breastfeed your heart
every time I tried so hard to help you you stabed me in the back along with my memories and my feelings I’ll burn it down and walk away and let the fire warm my back in this hell made of ice
Hypocrisy
wrapped in it’s best disguise a lie is still a lie and no matter how much you try to convince me that you care I know you don’t it takes more than words to break this killing tradition I tried to look the other way and there may be a reason but there is no excuse
To prove it absolute
busy counting defeats to prove life unfair if only you could stop painting devils everywhere because trying to prove this truth absolute you keep them alive while this ravenblack grows behind your back until your hell becomes reality and then you say that god was never there for you and trying to prove this truth absolute you put a bullet in your head but life goes on
Wings
we’re born into silence drums are playing fragments of undertones to darken our sky by accepting the frames, we break the wings by framing our belief, we limit our soul don’t lose your wings before you can fly fly into the worlds where the sky is bright and violins are playing the enchanted sounds of eternity and total freedom
Your absent memory
diving in bursting waves of enraged storms the windgiants are playing in magical movement rain drops on the screaming ground moonlight spots on tiny fragments but I treasure your absent memory and I’m safe in this violet night ‘cause you are by my side
Silence
you show facets of every conceivable colour you look at me with overwhelming beauty neither light nor dark can hurt your face every part of you is pulsating with magic your silence gives me shelter your power gives me strength facing all you silhouettes is balance for my soul